So I guess I should spend a short time here talking about
how Coleman is actually doing. After
last year’s update, things continued to improve, albeit slowly. Coleman had perked up again, and although it
was inconsistent, he seemed to be back on the happy track. We had a decent summer, and at least one day
on the cape, he was back to his old happy self, standing neck deep in the water
and laughing, thrilled as the waves washed over him. But like what seems to be a now-consistent
pattern, the recovery seemed short-lived and before we knew it, Coleman seemed
to be sliding back again. This time,
though, there was something new.
In
addition to the mood change, heightened OCD, and general joyless persona, he
was showing signs of what looked like seizures.
He would lift his gaze suddenly and stare into space. Or quickly look up, then down, then around,
as if his eyes were following a moving light beam. Except there was no light beam. “What are you looking at Coley?” I asked
him. “Do you see something?” He didn’t answer, just continued to stare at
the same spot. The episodes increased in frequency and we caught them
easily on video. I studied the videos
over and over. I knew I had to call Dana
Farber. But I had an already scheduled
appointment a month out with a new PANS doctor at Mass General and I wanted to
get his opinion of the videos before anything else.
We already knew Coleman had PANS from our appointments with
Dr. Bock in New York. But my
pediatrician had been on me to get another opinion, and she was able to
fast-track an appointment with a renowned specialist at Mass General so I took
it. I knew that motor and vocal tics
were hallmark signs of PANS flares, and in addition to the seizure-like
activity, Coleman had suddenly started this vocal thing that I can only explain
as a sort of a long, steady murmur or gurgle.
So I was thinking that this all went together and the seizure looking
things were really only a PANS flare and nothing to get worked up about. The appointment was interesting and in the
end, the doctor agreed with Bock about Coleman’s PANS and felt he was certainly
in a flare. And while he prescribed a
new anti-inflammatory medication to try to help, he agreed that due to
Coleman’s complicated medical history, a consult with Dana Farber would be wise.
We go annually to visit Dana Faber for follow-up for
Coleman’s Leukemia. The appointments up
to now have been wonderfully uneventful.
“How’s Coleman doing?” and “Do you notice anything unusual with
him?” I notice a boatload of things
unusual with him but I know that’s not what she means J “Nope, he’s great” I say. When I called in December after the MGH
appointment, I simply said “I’ve
noticed something unusual.” They took
us in immediately.
I knew before I even showed up that they would want to do an
MRI. Which was why I saw the PANS doctor
first, hoping for a pass on that recommendation. I knew that for kids that have had the amount
and type of radiation that Coleman has had, the risk of developing a secondary
cancer, a brain tumor, begins at ten
years post-treatment. And increases each
year thereafter. Coleman was eleven
years post-treatment. Dana Farber ran
labs first, and for the first time in many years, I was truly nervous as I
waited for the results. But they came
back normal which, to me, was everything.
Still, given the timing was so closely aligned to time they would expect
secondary issues to arise, they wanted to do an MRI to rule out any
growth. They agreed, however, to a consult
first with Neurology.
We had to wait several weeks for the neurologist, during
which time it seemed the new medicine the PANS doctor had prescribed had begun
to work. Some of the other PANS signs
seemed to subside or at least lessen and Coleman seemed to be getting happy
again. Yes, he still was having the
seizure looking things, but they were less frequent and certainly less
intense. And the vocal tic thing had
also lessened, reserved largely for bedtime only, which affirmed for me this
was a tic of some sort. Unfortunately, when we did get in to see the neurologist, she agreed that the videos were concerning and given the
proximity to the ten year mark, confirmed the need for the MRI. She also recommended a 24 hour EEG.
A couple of weeks
later, Coleman became quite sick with a virus.
He was vomiting and completely down and out for about six or seven days,
narrowly avoiding the ER for dehydration.
But do you know what? During that
time, all of the tics stopped. No vocal
tics and no head tic/seizure things. Zero.
And although they eventually returned when he recovered, they came back again
with less frequency and intensity than before.
So you can see why I can’t help but feel that this is all PANS related
and not a bigger, Dana Farber issue, right?
I’m feeling mighty optimistic that this is absolutely nothing to get worked up over, and you should too.
The EEG appointment is first – it’s not until May so I’ll
have to fill you all in next year on how it goes. But I can tell you that Coleman will need to
let a technician put wire leads all over his head and he’ll need to keep them on
for 24 hours. You read that right. I’ll bet you’re laughing as hard as we were
at our house when we heard that. I think
I can safely recap now how that appointment will go: Not well.
J
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